Ive seen the tears they cry When its time for goodbye..

2009-06-14T14:00:00.000-07:00

you're are the one i've been thinking so much about...

i was working overtime yesterday and my shift ended at 3pm. guess what... when i reached home, my mum told me that there is a hole in my black jeans. Luckily my colleague brought me home so not many people saw that hole =P i rested for ten minutes at home and then met up with jinming to wash car till around evening. Then it started raining and jinming was really upset cos we worked really hard to make the car squeakly clean. Then jinming drove me to the kopitiam to get my dinner cos there wasnt any dinner at home haha. ivy called me and told me that she hasnt ate anything, having just woke up. Then i accompanied her to eat dinner. Then we went to belvena's birthday and saw lots of friends that i havent seen for a long time, especially piggy, so i was really happy =)

To ivy: try not to think too much about the past. It is called 'past' for a reason. Do not care so about what others say and stay brave =) I will always be ready to lend a listening ear to you whenever you need!

i am very happy to pass my bike licence test. after i ord, i found at job at pest control and my colleagues are all very friendly and patient when teaching me cos i am a little slow sometimes haha. maybe that's because i ve only just started at this job. i like this job because they provide a vehicle for you. Hope that i can drive the company vehicle as soon as possible then i will be able to bring my family and very good friends out. I am probably not buying a bike cos it takes up too much space and the company will be providing me if i am confirmed working there. My friends told me that this job is bad cos it kills so many living things. but then again, i do not have any other choice. From another perspective, we have to keep the balance between pests and humans. I mean, you wont want a rat swamp in your neighbourhood right? I had wanted to give up on this job at first. I believe that there are always two sides to a situation and this job is not entirely 'bad' as deemed by others, because at the end of the day, it keeps the pest population under control and the environment safe and clean.

I heard this song on the radio and thought of someone who is very dear to me. I think she will like this song too.

我像一条没有人养的鱼
我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊
我无法挥去一切重新再来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句
话舍不得我为什么不忘记
你的温柔总是来了又去
我不想变成习惯等你回来...

i have nothing much to say liao.. just that i wish to live my life to the fullest right now and i hope you guys will too =)

2009-05-16T20:00:00.001-07:00

hello i'm back here agian dont know how many donkey months has passed since i last updated. my blog must be turning rusty. Anyway, i'm seriously too lazy to write and also i am seldom online so i will update my blog once in a while only. rest assured i ll do so though =)
i hope will get all those license which i want after my ord hohoho
my dearest bro chow now has beacame a vampire monster haiz i also have no idea why he made this decision.. Right now i dont know where he want to run to and i hope will nothing bad will happen to him ..
the world keeps spinning and people keep changing~

i feel so......... alone

to a certain someone, the distance keeps us away but you will be in my mind forever

2009-03-08T14:00:00.000-07:00

爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着...

我给了你全部你还是想结束
我说你永远幸福...

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始祝福的结束...

你给的全部的全部
我会牢牢记住...

2009-02-26T04:04:00.000-08:00

army life

camp buddy,frenz
shaun is a fucker i'm glad to knowing him

nth better to do..cool rite ?

2009-02-25T17:00:00.000-08:00

she's e one i miss so much.she's also e one who's really disappointed mi.i think of her day&night.feel like contacting her at times but have to control myself for my own good.for i don't know what will life be without her around at all.i can take pain,suffering and physical torture,but emotional pain is wad i'm afraid of most,i cant handle it.my heart has only room for one.i cant promise u a bright future,i can't give u much.e only thing i noe if u'd give mi a chance and your self a chance.if u change for e healthier way and be more serious,i'll give my best to you.shower u with all my heart and soul.with every single thing i have or will ever own.your e only one

2009-02-22T14:33:00.000-08:00

yesterday i with my bro&sis go jurong point his phone gt problem go there repair ..
at here shopping until quite late.wow there quite alots of cai walking pass see liao nose will bleeding hehes.midnite we when to batok 359 coffeeshop having a supper.
i saw yanming and ah da over there eating so lucky saw them.yanming still have one month to go coz he going in army soon.ur hse all e shamppoo pass it to mi okie u cut batok no nid any more shamppoo can save alots of $$ i eating until quite full until my stomach veri big hahas.i saw edwin and janice walk pass e coffeeshop buying thing they neve saw mi wanna call them but they walk away liao edwin face look little bit.i know what is going on and also noe where they go
and don be bother so much ..

2009-02-15T10:10:00.000-08:00

disppionted agian &agian ..

i don wish to hide inside my heart,
on my birthday i wish tat you will spend with mi
- where did u go ??
on vday i wish to spend with you
- where are u ?
on vday do you noe i wait for ur msg&call frm morning until evening
- r u when missing ??
u noe tat day gt meet why will stay up so late and fell sick?
y i will buy flower not present did u noe ?
y i will wish e spend vday with u did u noe ?
if today go eat tgt already no meaningful liao
coz valentines day is over ..
they said i neve put in effort who's e one tat neve put in effort ?

i really happy tat saw u smile agian
when u smile quite cute ..
lastly get well soon

2009-02-10T20:46:00.000-08:00

mii&dominic taken on feb 7 =)

A loving kiss for u don be naughty anymore and also
don smell to much later smack ur backside..hahas

2009-02-07T11:30:00.000-08:00

i just wake up not long only slp 4hr
cant get back to slp..
later need to go find my aunt and go eat
yesterday when to babyface with my bro they all
after tat go cine find dom they all ..
haiz quite little bit disappointed
i tok my first wish msg was by her but is not her
never mind at least gt msg come can liao ..
quite drunk and abit high ..
walking oso feel like flying but no wing lei
if gt wing sure can fly veri high de hehes..
1'm looking for darren at babyface
cant find he lei don noe where he go ..
i ask my fren where did he go
some said go find his younger bro
some said go home already ..
MISSING IN ACTION ..
his younger bro told tat he reach home ..
haiyo before tat ask u wait for mi liao
u this ku ku drunk liao ownself go home if gt any happen how ..
awile more i alone walk back to cine agian ..

When, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you,
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO my DOMINIC small bro =)
wish you
everyday young and sweet and handsome too
but don horny too much okie
laugh
sadded la i'm old agian going be ahpek liao

2009-01-31T18:58:00.000-08:00

wad e hell my neck still pain frm yesterday until now
i also don noe how to slp until like tat.
yesterday zi tao suay lo pak manjong lose,play poker card
oso lose sim mi dai ji lei ..
cannot gamble liao lose agian
is e time to start save money for my birthday and valentine day
haizz sad la two more day need to go back camp liao
everyday nid to book in and book out like gou gou
early morning nid to greet sir all this zZzZz
still gt left 4month to get out of this fcuking place =P

sometime i really hate ppl who distur u when we tgt
distur mi is alright de coz i am use to it.maybe i miss e chance
but now i have not rite to ask u to accept mi,i noe veri unfair to you
coz i choose for other"sorri"
if really cant be a couple oso can remain as good fren no matter wad happen

"how i wish it can be rewind"

2009-01-30T09:09:00.001-08:00

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

2009-01-27T14:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday i when to loyang tua pek gong
go pray and heng heng .
with bui di and his mum&big sis
when reach there wait veri long
jm they all still haven reach
tortoise cannot wait veri slow de
so end out we go off first ..
go fren hse bai nian and play poke card
hehes quite happy coz gt win some money
hope later if gt gamble same as yesterday
my poor bui di bro was lose quite alots
don know at home will do silly thing?hehes
later on going to sentosa
with my bro&sis and their relative member
after this maybe going tpy there bai nian
and pak manjong if gt time .
happy chinese new year to everybody tat
i noe&famliy member
hope everyone this year will dua huat zai ..
soon soon li li,buy wad number win wad and also
can get alots of ang bao in ur pocket and mine too =)
"happy properous new year"

2009-01-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

pandan jia toh "reunion dinner"
lunar 28th...

2009-01-15T01:21:00.001-08:00

2009-01-14T00:45:00.000-08:00

E>Someone Special in my hearts<3

would you always be mine everlasting or just a moments ?haiz
if gt chance,I will be part of you definitely would be e same with mi ?
everything can be change but time can't erase e feeling tat fell for you
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine,
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends..
"Think about you all the time" =)

No matter how I try I don't find a reason why
Believe me it's no lie
I always have you on my mind
No matter what I see guess where I wanna be
Love is the answer I will find.

You’re everything to me
You’re always on my mind
All day just all the time
I’ll missing you
Till I die opps,Deep as sea,Wide as sky
Need you All my life
You’re my hope,You’re my pride,In your arms

Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way...

2009-01-08T22:30:00.000-08:00

I really don noe wad to do
&hw to say
How much I really like you
I think about it everyday
i know you always be here for miii
when ever i have difficulties..

can't explain the way i feel
those eyes that make me happy
cant help but watch and just smile

I wanted you to be the one I loved,
your eveything i've been thinking of...

what am I supposed to do?
In a nightmare that I thought would never come true?

2009-01-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

mi&evon mei
taken @bugis,only one pic with u very precious =)
ii was missing e time when we going out and crap.
you been so faithful,kind,and caring person tat i noe
few years later than can get to see you,hope you will change ur bad thing away
&rem to eat.
don everybody go in lei dun left mi alone in e darkness world =(
you are not forgotten by mi(waitting)...

yoz i'm here agian yeah man my mc extend agian
extend until jan 14 song song to e max.
super boring sia at home alway do e same
first thing is switch on pc after tat log in friendster&msn
like no meaningful lei hehes
wan work oso cannot..hope e times will move on faster to june after tat than slow down wahahahaha.
yesterday they told mi meet e same time morning at my hse downstair bus stop
lucky i gt call them if not i at there waitting for nth,they still sleeping like pig
i now at home still waitting for them to wake up.

2009-01-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

shag la tml my mc finish liao la don noe still can extend anot.
if monday go back camp like tat sure shag and not use to it
i have been rest around 6 month liao little bit lazy siol..
how how how how how !!!!!!
haiz suddenly i miss he dam alot only can see he in 2011
our brothership will alway remians e same alway no matter how long ..
you will be always my big good bro.i'm stll waitting for date to vist u frm angie
see you real soon =)
today is new year day 2009,all my saddness thing will been wash away and bring happiness in and hope i can find a good girlfren for sure hahas
i going out later for happy new year steamboat with jinming they all bye........
next time free than blog agian =P

2008-12-30T14:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday nite after watching finish little nyonya than go bath all this ..
before when i go downstair must make a phone call if not go down nobody zi tao sianz.
when i reach there saw edwin they all suprise arh so long neve get to see he.chatting with he and start to cock with he wow ai seh wear hairband hair grow longer frm far far see i tok which mei nu chirstmas eve when u go arh he told mi go town lei wow go there oso bo jio on chirstmas eve nite i waiting for ur call to bring mi out lei sadded la he say no la i am worry abt ur leg scare give ppl knock somemore there veri crowded tats y neve call lame excuess lols but anyway he also know i wont go town de coz too crowded and don like.so we when inside coffeeshop have a some drink,egg and bread after tat shu qi,teck an also come join our table and talking abt big business hehes..going to late liao they nid to go home soon edwin go jurong west find his fren..now left mi and other some fren sit down there listen music,slack.

2008-12-26T13:35:00.000-08:00

this morning e wheather r so cold and little bit rain ..
if at home sleep don know can wad time wake up but too bad i was at outside ..
just now was at ah ko hse helping her thing,her hse e internet and hse phone spoil nid some help.suddenly someone else calling when i talk to someone else don know y my mouth will abit cramp and stuck maybe too happy and over exciting if i not wrong hehes ..

2008-12-25T15:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday was celebration with JM and lina for chirstmas count down ..
slack her hse and eat logcake with her family member and count down veri romantic hor ..
after awhile more together meet sotong kia for eat at bukit batok 359 coffeeshop
talking joke and distur him hehes..he lose alots money until crazy liao tell us he headace wanna jump down building ..don die lei pay us money first or die liao u in hell come our dream and give us any 4 digit number can liao jkjk lols...alway keep gamble u think u r wad gamble of god..

"chua jin ming"i really veri suprise and tio stun siol really thank alots of e present i really love it alots =) this year i cant buy any present for u all feel veri bad and really veri sorry coz i'm broke liao "thx tat wad u all done for mi it will rem in my heart always and wont erase love u all dam alots muacks =X

hohohoho marry chirstmas to everybody may ur dream come ture ...

2008-12-24T14:52:00.000-08:00

today was christmas eve i'm still thinking where to go ...
singapore so small don know where to go count down gt any ideas ?..
haiz last year still gt my gerfren accompany mi
this year nobody else liao sob sob ..
lonely single celebration for this year =(

-will u willing be my chirstmas ger after e nite ?hehes

2008-12-16T17:23:00.000-08:00

Loving couple lols gay rite? tpy bro
super veri long neve saw u liao
free one day really must meet up man ..hahas

2008-12-13T15:25:00.000-08:00

Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? no one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, I’m gonna be ok

---past memories---
"Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you
Yes I will"

2008-12-13T13:13:00.000-08:00

6 years counting on

mi@my sister =)

2008-12-12T17:10:00.001-08:00

i'm really sorry,cant get e car and sent u to airport
when u reach over there must take good care of urself if gt war must run away and hide arh haha..unable to see you on two week time but i will missing you deeply lastly rem to eat ur medicine and apply cream on ur leg if not can go boiling and cook pig leg liao ..

2008-12-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

last nite,i on e way going to teban finding jm and lina coz later gt going out after tat we go lina hse visting her grandma and watching tv ..when reach home around 12plus ba suddenly my stomach feel veri hungry but cant find any food frm my hse hais i try to slp but cant ZzZ than open music and listen and see some video frm my phone i really miss e time we quarrel tat is my first time quarrel with you
until veri jia lart becoz of small little thing still gt 3 more year than can get to see you =(

2008-12-09T14:30:00.000-08:00

mii and my small beloved

dream car ...

2008-12-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

just now afternoon i was chatting with wan ling and edit pic for blog lols..she so poor thing holiday still must work not like mi at home no work oso can get pay but hor veri less lei also not enough to use..hope faster ORD still gt six month to go ..
today wanna meet my fat littl princess for eat at kfc de ..but her working place was rainny heavier until so late ..stupid rain keep cying ask them don cry lei when i wan to meet than cry neve meet than don cry haiyo..nvm la so i waiting for e rain to stop than meet her ba..i go downstair coffeeshop see wanna i got know anybody down there hahas ya i saw lao eh ppl they all at coffeeshop than i go over there sit lo alone ma find someone and chi chat althought they all r older than mi but i don mind de lei than enjoy drinking beer and talking cock with them lols..i was calling fatty princess she said she reach home liao said later meet where all this but she not hungry lei hahas like tat i meet her i alone eat will shy de lei
SO END OUT WE DIDNT MEET =(

2008-12-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

today i was sleeping until 1pm like tat veri pig hor lols..i'm so hungry looking for food but no food for mi sadded la nobody buy for mi today coz my mum was not at home she going my grandmother hse ..at home only left mi and my father ..so boring man..
at home really nth to do awhile more i call my aunt and told her later i going find her coz to long neve saw her liao hehes...around 1 plus i go bath all this and stand by going out ..
taking bus 30 on e way go jurong point ..when reach jurong point helping my cousin buy food for them"long john sliver and rosted chicken rice"buy finish liao nid to take 193 to my aunt hse ..
reach my aunt hse around 2 plus liao ..than tgt eat with my cousin they all so long neve tgt eat liao "so happy".after finish food i was watch tv with them and my other cousin was playing maple .my aunt goiing to suppermarket buying some food and cook for us for e dinner ...
around 4 like tat my small cousin have swimming program later my uncle will drive van to fetch he go.my small cousin was offline e maple liao than i when e room and use friendster and msn awhile after tat i ask my other cousin to help mi to create blog ..coz i don know how to create i'm too noob =X hahas..
OmG going to evening time liao is time for dinner ..my aunt was cooking curry chicken for us so delicous no one can win her =)so long neve tgt eat like one big family man hahas..
finish eating than chi chat with my aunt lo talking abt family thing and alots more we chat super long hahas really have a nice chat with her ...around 10 plus i leave my aunt hse going out find my bro chua and sis na..when i was bus stop i calling jm and ask he to wait for mi actually must meet he early de i'm late ..he ask mi where i am ..ii said i at my aunt hse bus stop there hehes
he said he meet at jurong point and fetch mi ..ask mi buy coconut drink and hotdog all this i tok was buying for him but is not is buying for kei lock ...we now e way go kei lock hse downstair
e playground there and put e food on e chair tat he sleeping down there ..haiz my tear feel like dropping out ..he really veri kei lian so young jiu pass away at playground but oso nobody wan happen like tat hope u rest in peace "memories"